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I was so afraid I couldn’t even go to church without having a panic attack, but forgiveness helped me heal

By Sheila Jacobs2022-05-16T08:30:00

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Sheila Jacobs was diagnosed with a debilitating illness that forced her to stay at home. But as she got better the fear of leaving the house stayed and she didn’t live a ‘normal’ life for years.

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